On Feb. 18 Mom will be gone for 8 years. I understood why god took her and I understood why god took Dad, but its been 1 1/2 years since god took you. I still don’t understand WHY? They say it takes time, but why do I still cry everyday. I could of understood, if you left in any other way. But there is always a daily reminder of you, then the tears. So many times I have wanted to call, and tell you something, then reality hits. Well Just wanted to write, so people know it’s not getting better. It’s not worse either. It’s like a stand still, wont go forward and it wont go back. Tell MOM and DAD Hi and give them a hug, I MISS YOUR HUGS!!!!!!!!!!